Hello and Welcome Pro. I hope you see a doctor about detox if you need to. It sounds like you may need to! I'm on day 11! I still have thoughts of drinking, but not the horrid mind-boggling cravings like I did in the first few days. Reading and posting here has helped me so much, and also I'm going to AA and looking for a sponsor and working the steps. And napping and drinking chocolate milk, juice and milkshakes. And I keep telling myself to 'wear my life like a loose garment'. Odd, but it helps me when I feel anxious. Keep starting over.