hi, if I can do it you can do it, I was drinking for 20 years, the last 5 to 10 it was getting more and more, I also thought I was going to die. I then snapped into action, this could not just be a passing thought I needed to have a plan and a mission.
I set about picking a quit date, got my drs help for the detox removed myself from my normal environment with a family memember for the first couple of weeks and once you get that week under your belt, then the next things start to become crystal clear that this is a much better way to live.
I wish you the best, make it a mission, embrace it and strangely enough I got excited about it and the benefits I knew would come my way and they did!