WTBH - You are so strong and will be ok. Just try and focus on the truth and breathe. I started to do meditation and it really helps with the racing thoughts.
Anything to do with a court appearance is nerve wracking and normal. I got all nervous when I had to appear at court for his DUI and I didn't do anything. Now looking back it was his lawyer trying to portray is supportive wife to help his case. My point is your feelings are completely normal and will pass. Try and picture your precious little girls in your mind when answering because it really is all about a better life for them.
HUGS to you and keep posting!! We are here for you!!