Alright I read it. Good post there for sure. To be honest I was hoping for a "Hell yeah I went and I didnt drink it was awesome!" type thing but I did see that coming
I really am 80% leaning to not going. What kills me is upsetting people. Because this whole thing was based around me, unlike yours was based around others. And yes of course when I tell them why Im not going will be the truth. I wouldnt BS my way through it saying something like I missed my flight or some garbage. To be honest if I lied about why I cant make it I would be being dishonest with my own soberity. My thinking behind that is why wouldnt I let them know? Not telling the truth is basicly saying "I wont tell these people the truth because I might not stick this sober stuff out, and I want my drinking friends there when Im done being sober." And thats just setting myself up for overall failure.
Thanks again bud!
-Ryan