i guess i forget about myself sometimes because everybody in my life does too. i have no family or friends really...i just have his family to talk to and they of course focus on him. so i guess i feel...completely alone.
and i know he can't fix my hurts...but since he's not just my husband but my only family and my best friend, i just want him to care that i'm hurt, or comfort me. but he acts like its stupid for me to still be upset. thats what bothers me i guess.
i need therapy too i guess...but since i'm in school to BE a therapist its hard. like if i can't deal with this by myself how am i supposed to be able to help others deal with their problems. thats a dumb thing to think but i can't help it.