Hi Hendrix-
Why do you drink if you don't like it?
It must be doing something for you. For me, drinking was my life. I lived in bars, lived in the drug scene and loved every minute of it, except for the hangovers, the consequences, the pain. Oh. The pain. Easy to forget about that even just until the next drunk, right? ...but then days, weeks, months, years go by and you're still drinking.
Is it really worth it?
Do you want to quit? I'd start there.
Kjell~