Originally Posted by
Carol Star 
I tried to hold on to my white picket fence, two rockers on the porch to grow old together in life, until I didn't want it anymore. Getting away became the goal instead of staying and trying to fix something that I couldn't fix or "love" away. .
That's where I am at right now... mourning the loss of the white picket fence and rockers on the front porch. I realize that what we have is not that, and I can't fix it or love it into that dream. Our marriage is so broken, and so terminal...
Originally Posted by
Carol Star I read "let go or be dragged" one day and went damn I am being dragged. .
And I realize after reading THAT quote... that I have been dragged along for far too long now. Letting go hurts like hell, but it's what I need to do to save me from hurting me more.
Thanks Carol Star.