Getting By-
As I said last week, I really am fine with being "called" on stuff... My issue is when I say "this is what I mean, this is what I feel, this is what I think, this is what is going on" and others feel it necessary to say "actually you don't know yourself-- I know better".
That doesn't feel like being called on stuff... know what I mean...
Regardless of what a few around here seem to think, I am making plans to move forward and have made many changes for the better for my girls and I.
Like you, it's not as simple as pack up and disappear--- I want the girls to have a r/s with their Dad, there are financial issues keeping us from have 2 totally separate houses etc... But I know I am doing the best I can and keep my interactions with him to a bare minimum (except for my stupidity on Sat) and the girls and I are far better than we were a few weeks ago and in a few weeks more I imagine we will be better still...