The thought is going through my head now......normally I'd start cooking dinner with a fresh bottle of wine and it would be gone by the time dinner was finished, an hour later. I have asked my husband to cook dinner tonight.
Its hard admitting I have a problem and being an emotional wreck about it and not having the drink which would take the edge of the emotions, for a short time anyway. Until I then got drunk and hated myself for failing and becoming that person.....
The only answer is to stop.
Good to hear you are on day 5, Sarah1414. A day at a time yes?