Don't know if you're a Violent Femmes fan or not, Searching, but your post reminded me of their song 'Lies'
he's mixing up the truth
with something funny I start to see
he's telling
lies lies lies
And, wow, I haven't listened to them in ages.... I may have to make that the ringtone for XAH on my phone....
Originally Posted by
Searching81 
I just need to make my life happen without her. because i am pretty certain, it is going to be so bright, without her.
Yes!! Looking back at my years with XAH, it's like looking through a really dirty window - all grey/brown and gritty. It's a lot brighter out here away from him. I just have to remember to stop looking in that window.
It sounds like you know what you want to do. Are you ready to take the first step?