I spent the better part of a year second guessing and feeling guilty.
Who knows how much I was right about. Is he really that sneaky and untrustworthy? Who knows with someone sneaky and untrustworthy?
Ultimately, it wasn't working for me, obviously, since we are divorcing and all the rest of that craziness is irrelevant.
Don't think too hard. Consider using that energy of self doubt, and putting back into self BELIEF. Listen, honor and trust you and your instincts.
Hugs, p