Congrats on your 54 days! I understand your thinking here. When we're sober, we expect so much more of ourselves! I was overwhelmed by the way night and day became one experience. It was no longer split into drunk time vs. hungover time. Nights and weekends were a particularly strange and uncomfortable experience, but I am happy to say that I no longer hate nights or weekends! Well, weekends still get a bit too long sometimes, but that's probably because I live alone and don't have many fun social opportunities that don't involve alcohol because I'm a college student. Then again, I live alone because my drinking got so out of control last year and nobody wanted to live with me! Because I'm not a nasty, unpleasant drunk like I used to be, I'll have roommates for my senior year.
