Welcome mamabear! I'm glad you found us. I was pretty much a nightly wine drinker myself and I know what it's like to be at the end of your rope. I vowed many times to give it up only to pick up another drink the next night.
It's a vicious cycle and we all need help to get out of it. You're taking the first step towards that, so congratulations! Keep reading and posting - you're not alone!:ghug3