I'm learning that letting go is a process, not an event. Sometimes I do better at it than others but what I'm learning also is that it has to be all or nothing. I can't keep holding on to a few threads of control thinking that that is good enough. I keep getting tangled up in those threads unless I give it up totally. I keep telling myself to let go and let God, after all its not like I've done such a great job. I have faith that everything will be okay - not maybe how I would like things to be - but how they are supposed to be.
Try not to beat yourself up over past behavior - even if it was just 5 minutes ago. We're all doing the best we can at any given moment. And when we know better, we will do better.
Its a beautiful Monday where I am in my head. How about you?