1st day Sober.
This is my first post and I don't know if anyone is going to read this but today I am going to try to not use coke for the first time in months. I started AA 2 weeks ago and haven't had a drink since but I cannot over come the overwhelming urge to sniff coke. I've done a pretty good job of hiding my coke addiction but I can no longer look in the mirror and continue to lie to myself and my loved ones. The long journey to recovery starts today.