I doubt this will make you feel any better whatsoever, but you are where you should be. In other words, no healthy individual, when smacked with one parent in jail for one violation and the other parent in jail for a completely different violation, would be feeling good right now.
It is so much for you to absorb, it is so much for you to process and it's all happening at once. It would be overwhelming for *anyone*, no matter how good their support network is.
In other words, what your feeling is not only normal, it is healthy. If you were doing well and happy right now, I'd be very worried for you.
We're here for all the venting you need to do, and for any support you need. We can't make the situation different, but we can give you a safe haven to vent your soul.