Soul Catcher, My heart goes out to you. I know how difficult it is to lose someone so dear to you. You have to believe that she is in a much better place and just cherish the time you had with her. We just lost a wonderful guy that we work with on Tuesday. He was 47, had 7 children and died at work of a massive heart attack. No one has the answers as to why people are taken away from us, but we just have to believe that there is a reason for everything and have faith in God. My prayers are with you.