wow! ok...so now you see the similarities of the effect of the drinking from growing up...now you are attracting these men....so, its now time for YOU and your recovery...its up to you how you want to handle the man in your life...but do you feel you deserve BETTER?....because we all do....one step at a time...
please keep going to meetings...talk and talk and talk...but remember a few things...
3 C's
you did not cause this
you can not control this
and you can not CURE this.....(that is the "A" to decide, not you)
step #1 is says it all..."your" life is unmanagable and we are all powerless over alcohol, drugs, people, place and things...
i felt a whole much of freedom to realize, hey its not me...now its time for my SELF CARE...my recovery depends on it!