The demons in my head. Not being able to properly cope with all the problems of my past...particularly my childhood. My mental illnesses not being under "control", not being properly medicated and not making a commitment to my treatment/therapy. Internalizing everything, shoving it all down inside...suffering alone. Not willing to reach out to others and admit that I need help. My lonliness. Yep. That about sums it up.
-jess