you cannot reason with someone who is unreasonable. you cannot feel sane with someone who is insane. you feel like she is messing with your head because she is. you can blame her for the messing, or you can be (try) compassionate and understand that she is completely off the rails. it doesn't matter; the result is the result.
you are doing the right thing.
you have a long history of her behavior, and incompetent parenting. try hard to not be fearful, and do what you can to get the assistance of an attorney - possibly someone who volunteers time for people in need.
seek out an advocacy program in your area.
you are doing the right thing.
welcome to sober recovery, AmriiBacchus, you have friends here. please stick with us; we will support you, and give you guidance when you seek it.
you are doing the right thing.