Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
Posts: 13,955
Beardo I don't think your heartfelt post is stupid. In fact I commend you for your honesty and willingness to open up in order to receive support.
I'm sorry your going through a tough time in recovery. Also keep working through your difficulties wile you remain C & S. As difficult as it is, its the only way to seek solutions and not turn to the drug fix, blotting out all of life's challenges. Keep searching for answers, they will come as along as you remain clean/sober.