Originally Posted by
Scrubmuncher 
Hmmm, I can feel my head telling me I can control it.
The voice is lying and now you're lying (to yourself).
At some point you have to want to stop more than you want to drink.
Also, I wonder if you're doing what I did which was consider posting/reading here a kind of compromise. Like a confession that would excuse the drinking. I'd think "Well, at least I'm aware of it/I'm working on it/It's not as bad as the last time". All that was true, I guess but I didn't get any HAPPIER until I stopped drinking totally.