battle with the bottle.
I relapsed last night. And this morning I felt like HELL! I didn't want to go to work, and since I was already feeling sick, I went to the doctors and got antibiotics for my sinus infection. My stomach was hurting, nauseated, disconnected and moody. perhaps that was a good thing for me to feel like that since I seldom get any hangovers; it reinforced the fact that I really want to quit. I had to type a paper for school, and proposed thesis for research paper, cook dinner and pick the kids up from school...so I had to get it together today. I'm so afraid about how I'm going to feel on friday; the feeling that I'm going to be bored.....I hate that! can I just have fun without drinking?!! suffice to say, I did my school work, and the kids are in bed....and I feel accomplished - without the alcohol. One minute at a time...right?