Originally Posted by
reggiewayne 
I can definitely relate. For me it's summed up as "You've been a good boy for a while, now it's time for you to have some fun"....
I have to take the option of drinking off of the table and get active into a program of recovery....
This is the key. Once you decide that, for you, drinking is never possible, under any circumstances whatsoever, neither today nor in the future, the rest begins to fall into place.
If the "option" of drinking is still on the table, on the other hand...