artsoul- ya, I hope I can pay the loans back too. I hope to god I dont have to pay the IRS, even though I havent gotten anywhere with this situation, somehow I manage to find faith that theres no way I will have to be held responsible in the end.
Architecture is definitely an insane endeavor I have chose. It's a risk and a complete change for me. the thing that has kept me on me on my feet this whole year has been pushing myself beyond what I believed I was able to do. needless to say, architecture continually tests me and pushes me, its a major that keeps me busy all day everyday.
thank you tod, I am very grateful everyday to have my mother so close to me in my life. most of the men in my family were also military, it just happened to not suit me well, at least at the time.