One thing that has been very important to my recovery is that I work at my life now. It is up to me whether I sink or swim and I will do everything I can to ensure a positive outcome.
When I quit I was so wrecked inside I wasn't even sure I wanted to paint anymore...my lifetime dream had lost its appeal. Today I have commissions, a studio, a bunch of spec pieces under way. I am experimenting and having fun with it. It isn't supporting me yet but its moving in the right direction...more importantly my passion is back. It didn't happen overnight. It didn't happen without personal work and growth.
Sober you have a chances at life...but its still up to you.