I guess I didn't single anyone out for help. And other people are helping, they just aren't in AA. Now that I think about it, it's not a resentment, but I guess I expected it to be the other way around. I didn't want to put anyone on the spot and make them feel obligated but singling them out.
One thing that is still happening is that people are asking me to do service lol.
I know I'm not reaching out either- I can't tolerate the sound of the phone. It gets the headache going. I just can't wait to get back to life!