Oh yes. Thank you for the responses.
We had an hour alone today to eat lunch while our son was at therapy. It was truly enlightening and made me feel a world better.
I told him that I was going to the meeting tomorrow night and he was happy with it. We talked about going through the steps together and we discussed the first three steps.
We also walked over to the vitamin store where I bought some kava calming vitamins, some bedtime tea, and some adrenal support vitamins.
We definitely took some time for me which was much needed.
He had said some things that I was thinking which let me know that although things are different that we are still on the same page.
On our way home a car cut us off and came so close to crashing into us. I was shocked that my husband remained calm, avoided the accident, and let the other car move along. He would have previously sped up and started a fight. The level of calm in him was amazing though.