Things can get out of control easily when you're alone. My teenage daughter lives with me but like with most teenagers is never here...lots of drinking time for me.
I've quit all that and because of a life situation with my separated husband that's a long story I've turned my basement into a dog grooming salon.
I've run our business' before while drinking -its hard when you can go into the house from the business numerous times a day with no one looking!
Like pattenat said seeking support is key. After my last 'episode' in January, I contacted both a counseling service (rehab) and AA. I love both. I was just telling my mom yesterday how much fun we have and its nice to meet people that are like-minded. You will gain friends quickly -and the right kind.
Welcome, good luck and hope you come back.