Hi there littlepetunia
Congratulations at recognizing where you are on the deadly slope of alcohol addiction...it isn't pretty at the bottom end...and your decision to step off that slope at this point in your life.
Here are some links to other recovery programs;
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
Check out the various forums as there is something for everybody from twelve steppers, face to face groupers, flying solo types, the devoutly religious, and secular folks too.
Welcome aboard - we're here every minute of every day
Murray