I'm gonna try my first Al-Anon meeting tonight. Still pisses me off that I am going to counsleing and meetings when it's not my problem!! Anyway, gonna give it my all for 3 months! That way I have no regrets if he fails, our marriage of 9 short months fail, etc. Just want a clear conscience before making any major decisions. My preacher/friend told me today "no reason to make rash decisions unless the car is on fire and I am in it"! Well right now I am watching it burn from a distance! I guess I would make it rash if he was abusive or financially draining me. I am lucky to be able to support me and my living. I guess that is one YEA for me! Also the promotion I got last week won't hurt! My life is good outside of him! So I gotta quit letting him bring me down. (I'm giving myself a pep talk)