Cleansloth,
Let me start by welcoming you to SR. This is a great site, with lots of people willing to help. P.A.W.S. stands for Post Accute Withhdrawl Syndrome. It effects everyone differently. I'm sorry to hear you are having so much difficulty. Do you go to meetings? It is neccessary for me to meet with recovering addicts on a daily basis. These are the people who know what I'm going through, because they have been there themselves. Go to a meeting and get some phone numbers. When it gets really bad, call someone. It works if you work it. I'll be sending out prayers for you. Just hold on, say a prayer, and most importantly DON'T PICK UP!!!!!!!
sherry