I made it through a really rough 'wanna drink so bad I can taste it' kind of night tonight. It was really cool actually. I love how better I am getting at talking myself out of it and 'playing the video tape'.
It was pretty severe, so I rested a little then ate something (made a HUGE difference) and went to the store for ice cream instead. Now I have a stomach ache.
Oh well, still better than being hungover and not being able to function tomorrow.
I know the sugar business will taper off eventually, it has before.
I need to realize that I'm still just under thirty days. I think my mind and my body is trying to trick me and clump all of my sober days together and tell me I have much more sober time than I really do. I have not made more than two months without drinking in probably a decade. I think I need to slow down. Thanks for being here, Penny.