Thanks everyone. I can understand particularly what you said about expecting alcohol to magic stuff away and it not doing that Dee. It COULD be that im now beginning some good luck in my life [i have supportive parents/this site/stuff like movies and internet that in v early days could keep me well distracted enough].
I dont like to credit others without cause but perhaps when quitting everyone does not have the means and will to stay sober as i seem to have presently