Yeah duh you're an alcoholic.
A short story. I told a good friend I felt I was an alcoholic. He said "could I be an alcoholic too? It seems like I drink beer almost every day." I said how much do you drink when you drink? He said "I usually have one, but sometimes I'll have two".
The only times I've been able to have one or two beers in my life, theres been really intense social pressure to not drink or only have one or two, i.e. a company party. I cannot drink one or two. I don't even want to think about that prospect.. its making me thirsty. And when I get thirsty, I don't get thirsty for one beer. I don't even mentally imagine one beer. I either imagine a case or a six pack or maybe the biggest stein sized glass of beer ever made. Other people don't think that way because they don't give a crap about beer its nothing to them.