I"m with tellulah. I don't have resentment toward alcohol but also don't suffer fools.
I'm more concerned with this
Just curious if what I'm feeling is normal.
because I believe whatever arises within me is "normal." It's what I do with it, my choices, that I have control over.
Well, I actually feel grateful and lucky when I have control over my choices. It takes a lot of work for me though.