Hi Kevin
Drinking is not a life; hang in there! I found beauty in nature, exercise, better food, family, and playing good old games instead of partying and short term "pleasures" provided by alcohol. It's a wholistic change not just stopping drinking. What interests you? Start slow and build up? A clean house, new paint? Just thoughts.
Stay strong 90's!
Rosco.
Life=Fun; Alcohol=Devastation.