Can definetly relate...as I have been laid of for 7 mos. and currently have a huge amount of .06 cents in my name, my sobriety, food, etc. and am beginning to change me and my attitudes by being in AA and asking God to help me in everything I do. This has been a time of reflect to see all of my wrong actions and to grow spirtually. Can not say it has been easy (kicking myself for sure) but it has brought me to surrendering in the steps.