It's getting tough
being sober is getting tough. when i drank, it allowed me to be around crowds, not that im sober. . i have to take baby steps to be able to be in crowds again. Its a slow prosess, and in this prosess i dont want my girfriend to get bored with the new me. i want to go out and show her a good time, that im able to go out, but i cant without drinking. Ill get to that point where i can go out, it just takes sooooooooooo much more time.