I can relate to your post, Ozgirl...... just watching myself pick up a drink over and over again when I knew I had every reason not to.... it's a miserable place to be.
You really can get over the obsession and feel contentment again... it's just going to take a little work and some time. But you're worth it!
I'm glad you posted and glad you've had enough. You can do it - one day at a time.:ghug3