I did go to my first alnon meeting.
Only cried once...which is shocking because I'm a crier.
I don't know how I feel about it.
I want that peace that the other members have.
But I don't know if putting up w/ constant crap and detaching is enough for me.
I still feel like I want OUT... I don't want to deal w/ the chaos evne if I am responding and not reacting...its just EXHAUSTING.
I think I'll keep going....I did come home w/ a better understanding that I really am not alone.