6+ months away from exah, and a phone call tonight reminded me of what it was like to make plans with him when intoxicated. He was drinking and i could tell by his voice, repeating things, the usual, we all know!
Now I've been missing him so much i thought we could give it another go. But...talking to him brought it all back like it was yesterday.
I honestly don't want to TRY TO RELATE to an active drinker. It's IMPOSSIBLE!
We have a date coming up.
Now I don't want to get into a position where I just want to SHOOT MYSELF.
Which is a thought if...nothing changes...nothing changes.
I could get back in...lightbulb moment here...
watch this: !!!
Pacino!
Anybody involved with an alcoholic needs to watch this, it's about 5 seconds long, so don't hesitate to click on it!
YouTube - Al Pacino The Godfather - Just When I Thought I Was Out