Hi Slan...welcome to SR, I'm so glad you're here! As you've probably already figured out, you'll find a lot of support and encouragement at this site. So many of us have been there, done that, and lived to tell the tale. But what you also should know is that your posts - yours in particular since you've shared so much about what you're up to as you enter this new world of sobriety - help US more than you can know. It's all good. Take good care of yourself and keep on letting us share your journey.
Best of luck to you,
Stephanie