wtf i gotta live for?
Yourself and that girl of yours. I'm divorced from the woman I thought I'd be with forever. It was the biggest tragedy of my life—but I'm here, I'm OK now. I didn't get OK with it by drinking; I got OK with it by quitting. And now I can be the dad I was always hoped to be.
Believe me brother, I know the pain. I've been there. If you make this your bottom, then there's nowhere to go but up.