I know I did the right thing by making him leave,
i have to agree with this, and i wish i had had your strength when i needed it.
but I just can't imagine the rest of my life without him.
it has always been easier for me to take things one day at a time.
i am a recovering alcoholic, and ACoA and a codependent.
When i start imagining forever, or the rest of my life, or even next year, I know I am looking for trouble. No more need for trouble now.
Going to Alanon is excellent.
I could really use some kind words, because even though our families are going through this with me, nobody knows how I feel.
I understand how sad and scared you are. You did the hardest thing by keeping you and your baby safe. I am sorry your husband is ill, but you are doing what you can.
Bet good to yourself and your baby.
Use your family as support and help for you now.
Beth