I remember that too. I'm not going to use, I knew I was going to have to roll with the punches occasionally. I just kinda thought I'd have one of my best friends around to help me do that. He was a big part of my support system, but his behavior had become increasingly strange lately. I started to wonder if he was back on drugs himself. He had also become strangely possessive of our friendship, making comments that it would be hard for him when I got a boyfriend (uhh.. why? You're married), and insulting or criticizing any new friends I had.
So I'm grateful to have that guy out of the way, with him around I do not have a chance to grow.
And even with the silliness of the last week I'm grateful for my job and my amazing supervisor.
And I'm grateful for an old friend who dropped everything and drove 100 miles to come have dinner with me when former friend started his cr@p. She's one of those "******** losers" he thought I shoudn't hang out with.