Originally Posted by
nodaybut2day 
I'm sorry celticghirl...I know how hard it is to accept.
Someone on SR said this to me once and it kind of stuck:
"I never changed anyone with my words"
I love words. I generally tend to thinkt they have power. But when it comes to dealing with an alcoholic, I had to accept that my words and my tears didn't mean a thing. I had to find my validation internally.
It hurts too much,its only started to hit me now,really bloody hurts, i don't know if i can take this anymore.
He only started texting me the other day saying happy early valentines day! which tells me he is drinking again and i can't bear it.
ghirl xx