What an intelligent, brave young woman you are!!
How great for you not to ignore or dismiss the "red flags" for the sake of "love"
I know that's what I did and it cost me dearly!!
Yes, there will be pain and a time of healing ~ sometimes that healing requires therapy, self-care, attending meetings, reading literature, getting in touch with your HP and even prescribed medication ~ there is nothing wrong with that.
You are a perfectly normal person recoverying from a heartbreak - take good care of YOU!!
PINK HUGS,
Rita