Yup, I can totally relate. My bf will binge every time he drinks, only he doesn't drink every day. It's not just weekends though so you never know when it's coming. and once he has that first beer, he has no control left, he will drink till the beer is gone, or he passes out or I talk him into bed. It sucks because the days he doesn't drink are when you question your judgements- maybe I'm imagining or exagerating this? this is a the man i chose to be with, and he's still there some days. i think it only makes it harder, that fluctuation between hope and disapoinment.
But, it escalates. Lately when he drinks he's also doing shots. Just last night, while I was driving my stepsons home, he finished his 18 pack and went out for more beer. Ugh. It's times like that that remind me- he does have a problem.