I have not ventured into any new relationships so I haven't experienced anything that intense but I think I know what you are talking about.
This summer my neighbors built a fence around their yard. They told me they were going to do it the first time we talked. When they got around to doing it they built the wall between our two yards first. Big Whoop. I spent a week mentally torturing myself about why they would build that wall first and odviously I sucked and I need to read the signs better because they must not like me and here I've been waving and chatting like a big loser for 3 months blah blah blah. I mean - that is nuts - and pitiful.
I wouldn't last 10 days in a relationship.
Every time I had a crazy thought I corrected it with a more sane one. Eventually I let it go (and they finished the fence so it was no longer sperating just them and me)
